Its funny, because not even the doctors know what the future holds or what my outlook on life will be. I have no plans on dying am not ready yet, there are lot of things to be done on earth. I got a few good years left and am gonna keep fighting. I cannot spend the rest of my life worrying what if?
what f i get hit by a truck? what if my husband leave? what if it rains? so what? am alive and am gonna enjoy it while it last. Even when am ill, even when am down, even when am out of breath and even when my legs are tired and i cant get up the stairs, cant put my socks on.
to hell with what if am enjoying today.